oh my

i dont know why i ever read/look at the things i do, when all i feel afterwards is
"why did i just spend time reading/looking at that, i hatemyself"

....shit

in other news, i'm going to become a fullsail
student in january and moving into a house with a basement/attic!
Plans are to make the basement into a darkroom and the attic into a gallery!
say what!!!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!??!!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!!?!?